This is project where the developer recalls the agony that high school was for them, full of depression, anxiety, dysphoria, and agony. It was really moving. PS: I removed the sound effects, so if they are also too loud for you, start at [00:42].
Thank you for this game. I got it as a part of the Racial Justice bundle a few years ago and finally got around to playing it at just the right time. I'm trying to get through school while managing my mental health myself right now, and this game encapsulated those feelings perfectly. The art style was wonderful, the dialogue exactly what my own anxiety has said to me, and watching your little avatar get through it all reminded me that I can too. Thank you and I hope that things only get brighter in your future <3
Thank you for this, I thought it was a lovely little 2D platformer. I can completely relate to trying to push forward even when the little voices in your head are telling you that you can't.
A short game that will struck a cord with any person who has suffered from mental illness. The grueling past through highschool and college is all too well exemplified in the monsters that roam the halls, and as someone who also does not remember anything of their teenage years it was a very emotionally rewarding experience.
I'm very late to responding to this, but I wanted to say thank you so much for playing, and for the video!! I'm glad you enjoyed it, and it's so cool to see other people play through it. Also congrats on your first let's play video!!
It does actually look like the game audio may have glitched for your playthrough - do you mind if I ask what OS you were playing on? (although it's honestly a fun glitch, it makes the game sound way spookier, haha)
And one more question! I'm collecting playthrough/review videos to put on 1365's page on my website! I noticed this video is unlisted, but is it alright if I still link it on the page?
Its no prob. I was playing on windows 10, though I have had obs glitch out /distort audio so it may be that. Yeah, I'm cool with you linking the video, just unlisted it for organization purposes.
You did such a great job of illustrating the mental 'monsters'. There was also a point where it tells you, "you can't jump that high, so don't even try." and because I initially missed the jump I actually believed the character wasn't able to jump that high and almost gave up, which really struck a chord with me. The scene with the depression hall was also really good. thanks for making this!
Awesome game, very much spot on. I'm glad there was an option to change the font, because while I love the aesthetic of the default font it's really hard to read for me. The only problem is that when reading the 'about' page the last line in some of the paragraphs overlapped with the preceeding line.
i dropped out in freshman year because my anxiety and inability to focus doomed me to fail all of my classes. i spent the next few years in a horrible depressive state, and im barely going to be a senior soon. this is so so accurate; even if its a short game, it feels like the past three years of my life were explained in such a beautiful and encouraging way. i loved everything about the game! thank you so much for making it
This is failing to install for me on Linux using the itch.io client. The Install button spins for a moment and then stops without changing to 'Launch'. No error that I can see. The installer creates an empty 1365 directory in itch/apps. The game itself runs fine when downloaded manually.
That's strange! Thanks for letting me know, I haven't really used the itch app before so that slipped past me. I'll run some troubleshooting to see what I can do!
I personally avoided this whole high school thing by dropping out but heard about it through others. It's a bit tragic but you ended up making a fine ass game. Here are some things you could have done better (in the game):
The color scheme and general palette was very disorienting, if that was the vibe you were trying to shoot for you nailed it.
The font was not accurately displayed in the game. You need to change the font settings. I'm a Godot Dev and you just learn it by playing around with random things in-engine and hovering / going to docs when you need extra help. (hold Ctrl and click on a method to get it's documentation!)
That's pretty much it. I could really feel the suffering through the music, visuals, and Gameplay. The little voice in your head thing was especially heartbreaking and a fantastic way to storytell. 8/10
Hi, thanks so much for playing! I really appreciate all the feedback ^^ Could I ask what you mean by the font not being accurately displayed? (OS info would also be helpful! I've only been able to test the game on Windows + Linux myself, so the Mac version is a bit of a shot in the dark)
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This is project where the developer recalls the agony that high school was for them, full of depression, anxiety, dysphoria, and agony. It was really moving. PS: I removed the sound effects, so if they are also too loud for you, start at [00:42].
Thank you for this game. I got it as a part of the Racial Justice bundle a few years ago and finally got around to playing it at just the right time. I'm trying to get through school while managing my mental health myself right now, and this game encapsulated those feelings perfectly. The art style was wonderful, the dialogue exactly what my own anxiety has said to me, and watching your little avatar get through it all reminded me that I can too. Thank you and I hope that things only get brighter in your future <3
Thank you for this, I thought it was a lovely little 2D platformer. I can completely relate to trying to push forward even when the little voices in your head are telling you that you can't.
A short game that will struck a cord with any person who has suffered from mental illness. The grueling past through highschool and college is all too well exemplified in the monsters that roam the halls, and as someone who also does not remember anything of their teenage years it was a very emotionally rewarding experience.
Thank you for making this game :]
I'm very late to responding to this, but I wanted to say thank you so much for playing, and for the video!! I'm glad you enjoyed it, and it's so cool to see other people play through it. Also congrats on your first let's play video!!
It does actually look like the game audio may have glitched for your playthrough - do you mind if I ask what OS you were playing on? (although it's honestly a fun glitch, it makes the game sound way spookier, haha)
And one more question! I'm collecting playthrough/review videos to put on 1365's page on my website! I noticed this video is unlisted, but is it alright if I still link it on the page?
Its no prob. I was playing on windows 10, though I have had obs glitch out /distort audio so it may be that. Yeah, I'm cool with you linking the video, just unlisted it for organization purposes.
You did such a great job of illustrating the mental 'monsters'. There was also a point where it tells you, "you can't jump that high, so don't even try." and because I initially missed the jump I actually believed the character wasn't able to jump that high and almost gave up, which really struck a chord with me. The scene with the depression hall was also really good. thanks for making this!
thank you for making this game
It's day 1092 and the character is a freshman. Is this a mistake?
I really needed this message, thank you for making this and hope you are still fighting!
Awesome game, very much spot on. I'm glad there was an option to change the font, because while I love the aesthetic of the default font it's really hard to read for me. The only problem is that when reading the 'about' page the last line in some of the paragraphs overlapped with the preceeding line.
This game really hits the mark, I was really impressed by how real Anxiety feels. This was one short hell of a ride!
i dropped out in freshman year because my anxiety and inability to focus doomed me to fail all of my classes. i spent the next few years in a horrible depressive state, and im barely going to be a senior soon. this is so so accurate; even if its a short game, it feels like the past three years of my life were explained in such a beautiful and encouraging way. i loved everything about the game! thank you so much for making it
This is failing to install for me on Linux using the itch.io client. The Install button spins for a moment and then stops without changing to 'Launch'. No error that I can see. The installer creates an empty 1365 directory in itch/apps. The game itself runs fine when downloaded manually.
That's strange! Thanks for letting me know, I haven't really used the itch app before so that slipped past me. I'll run some troubleshooting to see what I can do!
I personally avoided this whole high school thing by dropping out but heard about it through others. It's a bit tragic but you ended up making a fine ass game. Here are some things you could have done better (in the game):
The color scheme and general palette was very disorienting, if that was the vibe you were trying to shoot for you nailed it.
The font was not accurately displayed in the game. You need to change the font settings. I'm a Godot Dev and you just learn it by playing around with random things in-engine and hovering / going to docs when you need extra help. (hold Ctrl and click on a method to get it's documentation!)
That's pretty much it. I could really feel the suffering through the music, visuals, and Gameplay. The little voice in your head thing was especially heartbreaking and a fantastic way to storytell. 8/10
Post-Script: The art was actually really nice
Hi, thanks so much for playing! I really appreciate all the feedback ^^ Could I ask what you mean by the font not being accurately displayed? (OS info would also be helpful! I've only been able to test the game on Windows + Linux myself, so the Mac version is a bit of a shot in the dark)
i'm on windows. the font was blurry
I found this amazingly bang on. Thank you so much for creating this.